Labels: contentment

♥ Thursday, May 19, 2011

Alright, I've been trying to fall asleep for the past hour. But it doesn't seem like I am going to fall asleep anytime soon. So, I shall attempt to revive this blog a little. It's seems really dead...

So yeap! I am officially a smu kid. Have been waiting for this day when I can say it out loud:) haha alright.so, I was reading about my blog post from the past. And seriously, even since that nightmare happened in my life, all my blog post seems so sad. sigh! Look what u did mummy!!!

Whatever it is, I really feel happier these days:) not that I have forgotten about my mum( it's impossible to forget about her) but I guess I've have some stuff to look forward to in my life? Life isn't great. But just like what others always say, we have to focus on the great side of life?

Lets see, I've got a great family, got a great bf,got into the school I always wanted and great friends! What I am lacking is just u in my life. But let's not be greedy alright? One step at a time!




-You won't blame me if I am happy right?

♥ Monday, May 16, 2011

I have no idea my but ever since my A levels has ended, I seem to be quarreling with you a lot.

I really hate all these. I am afraid that we might have a bad relationship again like last time.

I hated the times then.

Please, don't let history repeat itself.


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♥ Thursday, December 02, 2010

well.. i'm left with 3 more paper then it will officially be the end of my jc life.
at least i hope it would be..

recently, i hit me that u only went through one major exam in my life.
and thats like freaking psle.
i hate you for what u did mummy.
i'm serious.

♥ Saturday, November 20, 2010

Its funny how life plays with me.
everyday, i try to get myself busy so that you can get out of my head.
but every night, you simply appear in my dreams
it is life that is fooling with me or you?

had a sweet dream that day.
i dreamt that you came back from prison.
you weren't dead at all.
you were just away.
seriously, i would rather you were being punished by law than for you to be dead.

went out with my class today.
sorry if i seemed anti social i just miss her so much.

♥ Tuesday, September 21, 2010

♥ Sunday, September 19, 2010

dear mummy,

had this sudden urge to write you a letter.its been a long long time since i last met you and i miss you terribly. so much that its killing me inside. well nothing exciting has been happening to my life. having stupid prelims now. wish you were here to tell me everything is going to be alright even if i failed very badly for this exam.

your birthday is next thursday. normally, at this time of the year, i will be cracking my brain to think about what gift i should get you. but, i haven't been doing that for 2 years now.its sucks.like totally. it sucks even more to see people around me enjoying the love their mum is giving them yet all i have is the love you used to give me in the past.

why did you do what you did. how could you think that daddy kor jie and me could life happily without you. ever since you left us, there hasn't been a day whereby the family is truly happy. somtimes, i can feel that everyone in the family is trying to put up a tough front to one another so that we can try to carry on with our life.it hurts to see daddy so sad all the time. its even sadder to come to a home without you in it. everyone misses you mummy.

i miss you so much.

love,
bebe

♥ Sunday, September 19, 2010

♥ Friday, September 10, 2010